The problem is that all through school, many of the tests given in each subject are basically testing the same things over and over again. Memorizing facts or formulas you probably don't care about, for a short period of time. Or writing coherent and well-formed essays about things you probably don't care about, in 45 minutes or less. Or not getting tricked by questions that were specifically designed to trick you.
So how many tests do you have to take before it's pretty obvious how good or bad you are at these things? I wouldn't be surprised if most students who regularly do poorly on tests know when they are going to fail before they even get to school on test days. I think I can understand a little bit how these kids might feel, because there was one kind of test given twice a year in middle school that was a huge problem for me.
Ever hear of the President's Challenge: Physical Fitness Test (PCPFT)? I still feel sick to my stomach when I think about it, even 16 years later. The mile run would have been horrible enough for me on its own (I always came in last), but it was the pull-ups test that afforded me the most humiliation. The worst part of it was that I already knew I couldn't do any pull-ups. If I could have just told the teacher to write down a zero for me, I would have saved myself a lot of trouble. But not trying was not an option. I had to take my turn pathetically dangling from the bar, hopelessly trying to cause enough vertical movement to have it considered even "half" of a pull-up, looking out at my classmates and knowing that I was failing. With everyone watching. When the teacher was satisfied that indeed I could not do any pull-ups, I was released from the bar and he would issue me a written reminder that I did zero pull-ups. He must not have realized that the zero was already permanently burned into my mind.
I can imagine this is what the "unfortunate speller" feels like when he gets his spelling test back every week with a written reminder that, yep, he still can't spell big and irrelevant words well. Or what the kid who doesn't understand math feels like when the teacher calls on him to answer a question in class. Guess what? We already know what we are bad at! We don't need the reminders, public or private. The PCPFT didn't motivate me to get better at running or doing pull-ups. I hated both of these activities, so I wasn't about to spend any of my free time trying to get better at them. I just stuck with the guaranteed semi-annual embarrassment. In fact, the only thing the test motivated me to do was to skip school on the testing days if I could possibly do so.
But I know I was lucky. I only ever had to face my dreaded tests a handful of times. The kids who feel this kind of dread over academic tests do not get off that easily. They have to face their failures much more regularly, and it must be awful.
Also, I was all right with the fact that I wasn't athletic because I was "smart." I did well on all the other tests, so at least I had that. How bad it must feel for kids who can't do well on academic tests! I can see why all of the low grades and disappointed adults would add up to these poor kids feeling like they are stupid or lazy. Like there is something wrong with them. But really, they just might not be good at the one thing that it takes to be considered smart in school. They can't memorize information and reproduce it correctly under pressure. Why is this the definition of "smart" anyway?
I am not saying that there shouldn't be any tests in life. But why can't childhood look more like adulthood? As adults, we get to choose which activities to pursue and which tests to take. We get to decide if a test is important enough to be worth the studying and the pressure leading up to it. And most importantly, if we don't want to, we don't have to take the ones we know we would fail.
But why can't childhood look more like adulthood? As adults, we get to choose which activities to pursue and which tests to take. We get to decide if a test is important enough to be worth the studying and the pressure leading up to it. And most importantly, if we don't want to, we don't have to take the ones we know we would fail.ReplyDelete
Fortunately childhood doesn't look like adult life! Why should kids have to do all the decision making that adults do? Why should kids have to be totally responsible not only for their own actions but the actions of others as well. Kids these days need more time to be kids, and part of being a kid is going to school and learning things that other people decided that you need to know (or being homeschooled). The world is a tough enough place as it is. Imagine if all the kids just learned what they felt like! Some might never know that they are actually good at Maths or Reading because they never tried it because they didn't feel like it. Kids also don't have the knowledge or experience to necessarily make good choice about what to learn or tests to take. Some adults don't either!
@KarenKTeachCamb, I agree that children shouldn't "have to do all the decision making that adults do." But I think they should have a LOT more choices than they do now. They should get to choose when they want to choose. I don't believe adults know what's best for every kid.ReplyDelete
In fact I have imagined if all kids could learn what they felt like, and it looks pretty amazing to me. Every child feeling confident, pursuing his *own* dreams. I trust in people, that all of us are capable and should have the right to follow our own paths.
I agree that kids need more time to be kids. More time that is unstructured and completely free. I was not allowed to "be a kid" in school, and I don't know many kids who are. Every minute of the school day was scheduled for me. I had no say. That is not what being a kid looks like to me!
@ Vickie.... based on your posts, I think we had a similar school experience. I did well in school. Did well on tests. Fit the narrow mold of what school values ..... quiet, studious, compliant, cooperative etc etc. My schooling experience was just fine.ReplyDelete
I had the unique experience of returning to the school I had attended as a child....as a substitute teacher. Actually, for awhile I was a paraprofessional for a child with intermittent physical challenges so I had a lot of time to just observe the teachers who had been MY teachers so many years ago... I was often called to the office to walk the halls with a disruptive "sped" kid....or a depressed crying 12 year old girl. What I learned is that there is a large percentage of kids who do not fit into any mold or norm or "type" of kid that teachers prefer. Their skill set may be entirely outside of the narrow definition of "good" that school defines. Therefore, for the first 17 years of their life (minus maybe 3 years before they are sent to preschool - but not if they are sent to daycare) they are in an environment where they cannot succeed, they are not valued, they are not liked. THEN they are set forth unto the world to choose a vocation and to succeed as adults somehow. These kids are GOOD kids.... but they are told they are bad.... day after day, week after week, year after year. Makes me sick! It was one of the reasons I chose homeschooling before I ever even HAD kids of my own. (well that and the fact that my mother was the coolest unschooly schoolteacher EVER and imparted in me a persistent "buck the system" ethic)